To My Edi: AMAZING

I am a pretty expressive, passionate and open person. If I love someone, I won’t hesitate to show it and I don’t really care what anyone thinks. There are so much drama and hatred in the world. Why would you want to hide how much you care about someone? I’m the type of person that I won’t let a moment go by without telling someone I love that they are important to me and I appreciate them in my life. I don’t think it can ever be too much to show your love. If people want to stick their fingers down their throats, they can enjoy the vomit of their jealousy. 🙂 Life is short and people can be gone in your life in one quick moment. Don’t be afraid to show your loved ones you care because one of the worst feelings in life is not being to tell someone you love them because it is too late and they are gone from your life. ❤ ❤

So, I love you Editorial Clarity. Today is our 9 months Anniversary. We’ve been through a lot but I wouldn’t trade you for the world. Our journey together is amazing. Thank you for being my partner. I wrote a very simple poem for you below and I hope you like it. Here’s to many more joyous Anniversaries together. Love you, Prince. ❤ ❤ ❤

 Amazing

It happened one morning as I was minding my own business that I first came upon you.
How I ever was in the right place at the right time to hear your sexy voice upon the universe of Second Life is beyond me.
How a little thought of sending you that first message can sneak quietly past all my doubts and fears.
And how against all odds of hearing your reply, that I would find your first hello to fell for my eyes only.
It is simply Amazing.

It happened one lonely afternoon as we were sitting on a dock that I first caught a glimpse of where my heart would fall.
How my mind cannot fathom that my heart skips a beat every time we are alone together …
How I always have my heart guarded but you managed to steal it away could be blamed upon your devious intoxicating smile.
How a friendship could turn into something more and knowing that day  that someone special just entered my life.
It is simply Amazing.

It happened one Friday evening as we snuggled in bed together that I first felt an explosion of feelings directed your way.
How in the hell did I ever agree to date someone that I haven’t even met in real life is unthinkable.
How in my reserved state of mind could I ever even consider marriage with someone who could be so strange is beyond words.
And how against all odds of the thousands of people in SL that you would pick me.
It is simply Amazing.

It happened one gorgeous day as I walked down the aisle that I knew you are the one.
How everyone seems to fade and there’s only you and me standing there.
How my dreams all came true the moment we said “I DO”
How my world exploded beyond my wildest dreams.
It is simply Amazing.

I love you very much and I can’t tell you how it happened.
Maybe it was the way your eyes shine when you get excited or the many faces you do to make everyone smile.
Maybe it was those countless nights when I watch you sleeping peacefully or the way your smile lights up your face.
I shake my head as I sat here trying to write you this poem, knowing that I meant every word yet feeling foolish.
How I ever got to be a lovesick fool is beyond me.
All I know is that all this is SIMPLY AMAZING.

 

PS: Photography by Enzo Champagne.

RicoRacer Flux: Just As You Are

JUST AS YOU ARE

MODEL: RicoRacer Flux
PHOTOGRAPHER: Antoinette Jordan
FASHION: Vitamen Underwear

You are enough, just as you are.
Each emotion you feel, everything in your life, everything you do or do not do…where you are and who you are right now is enough. It is perfect. You are perfect enough.

You are enough. There is nothing wrong with wanting more in this life but please stop comparing yourself to others. Just remember who you are, and the beautiful person inside you. Stop that negative self talk. You are beautiful and you are enough. I love you.

And because you are perfectly enough, please Smile. It makes a world of difference. Dance, who knows when you won’t be able to? Cry, holding those emotions inside is bad for you. Kiss, it is one of the most wonderful things in this world. Laugh, what is the point in hiding happiness? Frown, why not let them know you are unhappy? Apologize, you don’t want to lose friends. Hug, there is no better feeling than being wrapped up close to someone you love. Live because life is everything.

I never cared much about fame, fortune or power.
What I care the most is your beautiful soul and your heart full of love.
I love you ‘cuz You are YOU…unique and beautiful. JUST AS YOU ARE.

FASHION & POETRY: One Night Stand by RicoRacer Flux

POETRY: One Night Stand by RicoRacer Flux
MODEL: Amber Quinzet
PHOTOGRAPHER: Keltoi Recreant
FASHION:
Underwear – Marylin Green by Angel Dessous
Shoes – Maitreya ChiChi Velvet Green
Hair – Truth

ONE NIGHT STAND

In the hushed overtones of dawn, I know we had great sex last night.
I know it by the look in her eyes,
the smile in her lips,
the way she kisses me afterwards.

In the quiet act of getting dressed, I know she won’t call.
I know it by the look in her eyes,
the smile on her lips,
the way she kisses me afterwards.

In the silence of our departure, I know I mean nothing to her.
I know it by the look in her eyes,
the smile on her lips,
the way she kisses me afterwards.

In the sad serenity of our goodbyes, I know I will soon be forgotten.
I know it by the look in her eyes,
the smile on her lips,
the way she kisses me afterwards.

In the emptiness of my heart, I know I’m just a one night stand.
I know it by the sadness on my eyes,
the forced smile on my lips,
the empty void I feel afterwards.

MODEL INFO: Amber Quinzet
Ive been modelling since June 2009 after being drawn into the world of runway and print by the amazing designers, talented photographers and the fabulous shows put on by the Agencies. Ive worked hard to develop my skills and have trained at some of the best Agencies along the way, Avenue Models Academy, SuperELITE, Evane under Mimmi Boa/Salvo Waydelich and Catalyst of Fantasy.

I am I suppose still relatively new to the business but I’d like to think Im up and coming 🙂 and I am getting busier everyday. So I’m really starting to see the benefits of all my hard work and training. I currently work for Evane and SW & MB Productions, IMAGE, Catalyst of Fantasy, JSE Modelling, KABUKI, Infinite FOCUS, UNIQUE and Im proud to say recently selected by Agnes FInney to be one of her My Precious Models.

My biggest achievements include, runway model during the Virtual London Fashion Show with UNIQUE for the RL Designer Marie Grachvogel with SL’s Nils Tomorrow, having my picture in the London Evening Standard and Avenue Magazine November and also being a top ten finalist for SuperELITES SuperSearch Mr & Miss Autumn. Both of these were an absolute privilidge to be part of.

Modeling can be exhausting but also so rewarding and I have met some very talented people and made some amazing friends. All of who make the whole experience fantastic. See me in my next show for IMAGE – Gold Finger :).

FASHION & POETRY: Love by RicoRacer Flux

broken

POETRY: LOVE by RicoRacer Flux
MODEL & PHOTOGRAPHER: RicoRacer Flux
FASHION: JEANS: Emery Denim R.F. Black

LOVE

Love is a pain that squeezes your heart.
It’s a full speed train that breaks you apart.
Love is a suffering with no one to call.
It’s an offering with your heart and soul.
It’s a loneliness that eats up your mind.
It’s a sickness with no cure to find.

Love is a craving… so full of hunger.
I thought love is forgiving, but it’s a never ending anger.
Love is like a flower that dries up and die.
Love is not a power ‘cuase it breaks down and cry.
I’ll never love again, I can’t stand this mystery.
I don’t want love in, I won’t survive this misery.